Wednesday 9 January 2008

I Must Be Quite Thick

It has taken me about 8 years to realize that my best friend, was just that. MY best friend. I always knew that she had other friends that were closer to her, and that was fine. Recently it dawned on me that I've been making all the effort for the past.... oh, 8 years or so. We don't live close so that makes things a bit harder, but even so, there's alot of things one can do these days to stay in touch. It's just a bit disappointing. I figured we'd always keep in touch and talk about whatever. It seems I'm not even worth talking to at all. It's not that I don't think I'm worthwhile (I know I'm pretty cool), I just wish she'd make a bit more effort.... or any effort at all.

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  1. you are worth everything in the world! I wish I could come and give you a great big hug right now cuz it sounds like you need it. I don't know who it was you were referencing, but I know that God has great plans for you and your family... even if the past has to stay the past. Miss you tons, and hope life perks up...... also hope Asher is feeling better these days.

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  2. Im sorry sharlyn i didnt realize you thought of me like that :0)

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  3. This feels like me. I hope it isn't me and if it is I feel bad. But we have been friends a lot longer then 8 years so I don' think it is me. How long have we been friends......lets see I moved to Washington in 1990....no way that is like 17 years!!!!! That is forever!!!

    And to think I did your homework. Anyway I hope that this isn't me b/c I know I am not the best at keeping in touch and I am trying and this myspace thing helps me a lot with that. And also thanks for the b-day card.

    Okay so if this is me let me know and I will straighten up right now. I promise.


    Lots of love,
    Katie (OATMEAL)

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  4. Sherilyn!!! this makes me sad that you feel that way!!! you are so worth it! :( sometimes friends can be thick, I have been on both ends of this situation, and both ends do suck... I'm sorry.... :(

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